A Broken Soul

I am a broken soul that needs fixing

I have been broken into many pieces

It's not like I chose to live this

But somehow I have to accept my fate

I have seen many happy people and walked away from them

But other broken souls have pulled me

I've always wanted to breathe

Seeing them holding their breath

I am happy to not be the only one

But why should we hold frowns

When others smile for no good reasons

Was it my past life?

Or is my happiness for the next one?

Even with my kind,

I want another soul to complete mine

Another soul to get lost into

I have been lost all my life

It wouldn't hurt once more

Where is the boy with flowers?

Am I the girl living in the cursed house?

I haven't lived enough to feel like this

Am I carrying another person's troubles?

Will death be the end of this?

Should I wait till then?

Or am I overreacting?

I want another soul to complete mine

I want to breathe.

Ariane Dushime

Inspiration: 

Heizi - You're Cold (OST of It's Okay To Not Be Okay) which of course means the inspiration is drawn from the drama. I got the idea while watching the song. The drama to this day still affects me deeply. It's touch to mental health still reminds me of how mine is messed up.